Never say 'love'

I wouldn't be bored if you entertain me like how you entertain her

2010-06-25T11:51:00.000-07:00

001. Real name → Eka Noor Fateha(:
002. Nickname(s)→ Eka, Fafa
003. Status → Single.
004. Zodiac sign → Aquarius.
005. Male or female → Female.
006. Elementary → SPS ~!! :D
007. Middle School → Hmms?
008. High School → I'm not sure.
010. Hair color → Blackblack
011. Long or short → Average.
012. Loud or Quiet → A little bit of both.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone WITH a camera.
015. Health freak → Nope.
016. Drink or Smoke? → No way =__=.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → No? Or maybe yes?
018. Eat or Drink → I can live with either. :)
019. Piercings → Nope.
020. Tattoos → Nope.

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → Dots..
024. First best friend → KHALISAH IKAIKAIKA!
025. First award → Luls, I forgot.
026. First crush → Shh, secret.!
027. First pet → Chocolate! plusplus Vanilla!
028. First cry → 020299!
030. First date → Nuuuu):

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating → None.
050. Drinking → Nothing.
052. I’m about to → Reply this freaking text message
053. Listening to → Oh My Gosh - Usher
054. Plans for today → Sighs, mum?.
055. Waiting for → KakAnn to marry him, so I can have my holiday at Australia!

YOUR FUTURE:

058. Want kids? → I hackin' love kids, so yeah.
059. Want to get married? → Sure. :)
060. Want to live longer than anyone else? → Pleasepleasee!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?

068. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → Tall.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneously romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice arms.
074. Sensitive or loud → Bothboth(:
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship!
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:

080. Dance → Like duh?.
081. Sing and dance while showering? → Yeap v.v.
082. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Nop.
083. Killed somebody → Hell no.
084. Broken someone’s heart → Maybe I have. I'm sorry if I did.
085. Been arrested → Of course not.
087. Cried when someone died → Nope, 'cause I don't know them c:

DO YOU BELIEVE:

089. Yourself → Yes.
090. Miracles → Depends.
091. Love at first sight → Nop.
092. Heaven → Yeah
093. Santa Claus → Crap no.
094. Angels → Yesss.
095. Ghosts → Yupp.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → No.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes? No? I don't know. sighsz.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. This is the 100 truths right? → Hehs, :P.

So, that is what happen when you're bored.
It's 2 A.M++ now, so I wanna sleep.
Kk, buhhbye.

I've wasted my time loving you

2010-06-04T07:56:00.000-07:00

You believe rumors and dumped me. But I still love you.

Holidays is so damn boring!
I wish I could go to...
Probably out with my friends?
But they sure say no.
Their reason will be;
'I'm busy';
'My mum don't let me go out';
'I'm sick'.
Whatever it is.
Tomorrow planning to go to NLB alone.
But sure boring.
'Cause I go alone mah?
And you know what?
I'm not gonna fall in love.
If I fall in love, I'll remember those boys that have hurt me emotionally.
I really don't want to repeat those memories.
It hurt me badly, damn bad.
Okay, got to go.
See ya, yeah~?

Goodbye my love. Thanks for the everything*

2010-06-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

I'm letting you go. But before I let you go, hear this. You'll always be remembered by me...

Today's 'fun' Remediation Science started at 8.00 a.m.

But hey, I woke up at 6.30 a.m.

Mum woke me up before going to work.

Then, 6.40 a.m then I bathe :D.

6.50 a.m I go change.

After changing to my P.E shirt, woke BroJ up.

While waiting for BroJ to be awake, woke KakAnn.

Everyday, I'll ask her to tie my hair >:).

It's a routine.

Haish, don't know what to talk uh.

They slept like pig.

Then, 7.30 a.m. went out to school.

Saw Megan but pretend never saw her.

At school, Chao Chong (I think&I don't know how to spell his name) point at me saying, 'Ah, this girl this girl'.

But then, he wrong point :P.

Teng Jie was there and he giggle.

Whatever.

Science Remediation sucks kay?

I don't want to talk about it.

I wanna sleep, as BroI and BroI II is irritating!

Okay fast fast blog.

And that's it!

Finish!

Bye~

Everytime I talk about you, a big smile appear on my sorrowful face

2010-06-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

Don't you know that everything I do, I'll always remember you. But this is what I get in return?

I freaking damn missing you...

Aargh, he no longer exist in my life.

But yet I still miss him.

This song that is currently playing on my Sister's laptop reminds me of him.

No, oh no no.

Not Teng Jie, please!

Crap, tomorrow still need to go to school.

Damn freaking lazy.

Addicted to the holidays D:.

Futher more, he won't be there tomorrow.

Gosh, I need you now...

Stop crying, you have to sleep.

Sorry for not posting.

235/400 for my overall results.

Science, together with Maths, fail.

Whatever, I don't care.

As long as I'm still me - that's it.

Okay, time for me to sleep.

Bye, cya!

Am I really loving him? Am I really lying to me?

2010-05-18T01:43:00.000-07:00

Alone once again, I'm missing for you

Shit you, Faris.
Shit you, Amirin.
Shit you, Aziq.
Shit you, Syazali.
Shit you Sulaiman.
All the above name that I've mentioned, is a shitty person.
Shit, get what I mean?
This is what I call, NO privacy.
C'mon, I've got one of you deadliest secret.
And if I spread it out, haa!
I'm damn damn OMGAY happy!
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Today MT sucks.
Lucky, Cikgu Kas/Dian never teach.
Whatever, hop hop hop to Audi!

Engku, this is for you :

Hey! One 1 one lah.

Short hor?
Kay whatever!
Byee~!

If I can have you as my partner forever, I'll be the most happiest human in this galaxy.

2010-05-16T23:32:00.000-07:00

Hugs are from sharing, so here's one from me to you. Just for you...

I'm a failure.
I do things wrong everytime.
People, friends and even family don't appreciate what I've been doing all this while.
Please, c'mon, GROW UP!
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Sometimes, I feel like ending my life.
But when I think about how life will be great one day, I decided not to.
Am I doing the right decision?
Am I, or am I not?
God, seriously, I need you to listen to my prayers.
I just want these to important things.
Freedom as well as happiness.
Two main important things.
That's it, the main ones.

Hey yo.
I've got no mood today, seriously.
But after listening to this particular song, I feel live.
Aargh, I WANNA DANCE.
LET'S DANCE, DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!
Weee haaaa ~
Kay, stop being crazy + mad.
For your info, I don't like Teng Jie :D
I like ......
Nah, cannot tell.
I wanna hop to Audition liao.
Tata!

I wanna forget everything, and start something new.

2010-05-14T23:09:00.000-07:00

I need a true friend whom I can trust, whom I can cry onto.

Finally, exams are over.
And yeah, got back my results.
Maths fail.
Whatthefish ;x.
5/1, the cleverest class for my form, have some failures for Maths.
Even though they pass, they get only about 50+.
Melody got 90.
A* leh!
Zhifang got 77.
Not bad ehs,?
Mum wants me to go and change.
I'm lazy Mum, wait aites?
Oh yeah, last week, Monday, Fishie never come.
He sick.
So good, no need take English exam!
Then also, I vomited for about 5x.
But then, Tuesday I still go school.
Please yeah?
I hearts school.
I think I'm gonna be sick.
Got diarrhea, eeeeeqs.
Bought 'Twilight' book yesterday.
$17.07.
Whooooo!~
And yeah, wondering why I changed my blog?
Private, ehs.
Aiya, pity you!
I give you some clues.
I wanna start everything new.
I wanna lock my old blog, and forgot all about it.
Yeah, 2 clues enough.
Actually, there's one more clue.
Cannot tell, sorrrry ;P